I am a simple person, I want my life to be simple, if I have a good marriage that will be perfect. But if I can't meet a Mr. right, I will not going to marry a guy just because I want a marriage. I would like to just having a relationship with my guy or even having children without marrying to him. To me, a true love doesn't need a guarantee, love and stay, if not we leave. Marriage is very hard to maintain, two people come from different family, they have different habit opinion, lifestyle and a lot and a lot. Why two people want to live together when there are lots of arguments and unhappiness between them, I thought I want a marriage because it come with happiness.

Do you afraid of getting old?
Imagine what would it like to be 50 years old.
What would you be doing? 

No, I know this is normal

When I am 50, i will be mature enough to handle my life since I have 50 years of experience

When I am 50, I will have a small but beautiful house

I will have a nice breakfast with coffee everyday

I will have a dog, I love dog

I might be still working but it won't be all of my life
I will have a bunch of old friends as old as me and we are still loving each other like family
I will do paintings because my children will remind of me when they see my paintings

I will still playing my piano because it is part of my life

I will have a nice kitchen because I like to cook

I hope he will do the gardening for me because I don't like it but I like nature 

I want to travel every year
To me , 50 is the age that we have to slow down your life and start to do whatever you like
 I will enjoy the rest of my life 

a song that I picked

https://youtu.be/42Gtm4-Ax2U

IU – Twenty-three lyrics English Translation

I’m twenty three
I’m a puzzle (question)
Guess what the answer is
I’m twenty three
Don’t get it wrong because
I’m pretty sensitive
Guess
A cluster of 23
Seem like a lady now?
Even if I pretend to be grown up
Only trust me a certain amount
A catty 23
I still have a long way to go
Even if I pretend I’m not grown up yet
Just pretend you’re falling for it
I definitely like it right now
No no actually I wanna just quit
Oh I know, I wanna be in love
Nah I just wanna make money
Guess
Which side am I on?
You can’t figure it out by just looking at my face
All I’m doing is making a different face from how I really feel
It’s really simple
Which side am I on?
Actually, I don’t even know
But I’ve never written a single line of lies from the beginning
A fox pretending to be a bear pretending to be a fox
Or something else?
Which side am I on?
Just pick one
I’m used to people looking at me with biased eyes
Check it out
I have nothing to fear
Even if I mess up
People are nice to me every day
That girl who’s saying hi to me
Is she still smiling after she turns that corner?
I’m always nervous
I wanna stay a kid forever
No I wanna be a lady with juice
Ah I picked one, I wanna live as if I’m dead
Nah I wanna flip it all over
Guess
Which side am I on?
You can’t figure it out by just looking at my face
All I’m doing is making a different face from how I really feel
It’s really simple
Which side am I on?
Actually, I don’t even know
But I’ve never written a single line of lies from the beginning
A fox pretending to be a bear pretending to be a fox
Or something else?
Which side am I on?
Just pick one
I’m used to people looking at me with biased eyes
I wanna be liked by you
Can I just act a little annoying?
I wanna be liked by you
Can I just play on top of your head?
Guess
Which side am I on?
You can’t figure it out by just looking at my face
All I’m doing is making a different face from how I really feel
It’s really simple
Which side am I on?
Actually, I don’t even know
But I’ve never written a single line of lies from the beginning
A fox pretending to be a bear pretending to be a fox
Or something else?
Which side am I on?
Just pick one
I’m used to people looking at me with biased eye

THIS SONG IS ALL ABOUT SHE IS 23 YEARS OLD AND WHAT SHE IS FACING NOW IN THIS AGE. IM 22 NOW AND WHAT SHE MENTIONED IN THIS SONG IS SIMILAR AS MINE, TRULY REPRESENTED MY THOUGHT, MY DOUBT AND SITUATION IN THIS AGE.